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I find myself struggling with faith. I've never been super religious but I do believe in god. Lately life has been some of the most stressful and confusing times. Six months ago I was the happiest I had been in a long time. School was going great, I had a boyfriend who I cared for dearly, and my friends and family were healthy. Then my boyfriend broke up with me because he worked too many hours and it wasn't fair to either of us. I get his point but I didn't like it because I cared so much for him. Then my grades fell because when he broke up with me it came out of nowhere and I just kinda stopped caring, I moved on brought my grades up and t

It's been almost a year, so I figured its time to write another one of these things. This year hasn't been  easy that's for sure. Lost a person I considered my best friend. Made new friends who are great. Had to call an ambulance for a friend with alcohol poisoning and she stopped breathing while I was there. I had to get a restraining order against someone, for attempting suicide in front of me twice( this person I only met once and when I turned him down that was the result). Then had to take a person to the hospital because they were passed out in the middle of the road overdosed on cocaine. That was just about two weeks of my life tha

It's finals week so sure things are a bit hectic but I cant help but be calm and happy. I only have one exam left for this semester and its over, I'm glad but I can't help but be sad. I love it here in Orlando, its just so much better than my home town and now I have to go back home for three weeks. This break also comes when I've had a new person enter my life and I really enjoy his company so I'm hoping this break doesn't keep us from going somewhere, but you never know, it's life. I'm just happy, like just utterly happy and I hope this feeling last me a while :)